I love coffee

I love coffee, especially Monday morning...
Originally uploaded by albaflickr

Well I did my treadmill again today and was excited because I ran 7 minutes without stopping. It is hard for me to run because I am still out of shape especially my lungs. I ran at noon which was stupid and I got hot and tired really quick. Uh!

I became very depressed today because I am literally living paycheck to paycheck right now. I became very down when I realized it but then tried to turn it around to be a bonus. I have a ton of food in my pantry and freezer and refrig. I am not going to buy anything but milk until most of the food is gone. If there is nothing I am hungry for then I will not eat as much. I will also save more money on groceries. I will make my own coffee in the morning so I do not have to buy the expensive ones near work. I love my coffee.

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Woo hoo!

I did my treadmill today even though it was hot as heck. It felt good to do it. I have pain again in my inner legs but nothing like it used to be. I need to start doing my treadmill earlier in the day before the sun comes up so it is not so hot. I am sooo lazy in the morning though. I am surprised my snooze button has not broke yet. I gained a lot of weight when my family was here from Council Bluffs. We had too much good food and I even restrained myself but still the pounds hit me. Uh! I am pushing the fluids and trying to behave. I feel like I am always going to be fat forever. :(

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Aches and pains

I did my treadmill today and my legs and back are killing me. I am getting bummed and frustrated because I can not run like I did before on the treadmill. I get too tired and can't breath. My asthma is under control but lungs are just crap. I am trying but am sooo frustrated. I am trying to be a good girl but it seems pointless and unproductive. I am trying a new site called "Buddy Slim." Hopefully it will give me a little boost to get going.

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Frustrated!

I have been so frustrated lately with the lack of weight lost and with my leg pain. I bought expensive new running shoes and the legs seem to be doing better. Now I just have to get back on track with where I was on the treadmill. My family from Council Bluffs, Iowa are here for a visit this weekend. We had pizza tonight and I tried not to eat too much. Tomorrow my honey is grilling his famous carne asada and I will have to try really hard to be good. I think it is finally setting in that the 30lbs is pretty much unrealistic. I need to lose some weight and want to lose some weight but my body is not letting go of it. So the saga continues... Me vs. The Fat

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Originally uploaded by ● Hey Woman !

They say that Marilyn would have been considered big in our times. I think they said she was a size 10 or 12. I would not mind being a "big" girl if I looked like her. It was all hips and boobs. Mine is all belly. Yuck! Oh well - forward march on the treadmill.

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Yeah buddy
Originally uploaded by misslita54956

I love this! This makes me feel a little better. I still hate being out of shape and not as healthy as I could be. I just bought some new running shoes. It is back to the treadmill I go. I did not do the treadmill for a week but I did walk to work for a few days. I am sure I will have to work up to where I was at before I had to stop doing the treadmill. Oh well. Unfortunately I do not think I am going to be anywhere near my goal by Feb 2010. Bummer. I will keep trying though.

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Juicy doing the treadmill

Juicy
Originally uploaded by Hugo y Charli

I have to admit that I do the treadmill better than my cat, Juicy. I have only lost 2 pounds and am frustrated because my muscles in my lower legs are so sore. I do not know if I am running wrong or what. I have stretched, massaged, and eased up on the running but it still is the same pain. Uh! I am going to try to kick up my exercise because I am not losing weight.

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